quit

can't stand anymore... i need to quit the current job..
may be i am not strong enough...
may be i am not tough enough
may be i am not brave enough..

i just cannot handle the stressed...
i prayed to god everyday...
not giving me easy day..
but give me courage to face challenge everyday...

i thank god...
god hear me..

and i also thank god..
for giving such an opportunity to look into my self...
to look into my heart..
to see my inadequacy...

and for that...
i need to get it fix...

i pray to god once again...
give me courage to correct my mistake... my inadequancy...

amen.

mum back to Malaysia

mum will be flying back to malaysia on the 4th day of 1st month of Lunar Calender. i will be missing her again.... sob sob...

dunno when we can met again...

i only see my dad for 4 days this year... misssing dad for 361 days...

how can 1 live like that seriously??

but i guess is a growing up process?????????? part of life perhaps?????

Diego's 2 cousin brother is not coming to Melbourne anymore... they head to Brisbane instead.... and what that means to us? only 2 of us will be staying in this house AGAIN...

may be is time to have 3rd person???

we are planning to go back COsta Rica next year... but before that...gonna work hard to at least earn ticket money...and save some money to buy pressie.....


oh by the way... i quit my current part time job! yuhuu!!

Hello Everyone

haven't been up date my blog for long long time i guess...
i am pretty busy these day... and of cause, very tired too...
but life has been very fulfilling... and i appreaciate every moment i had...
life is tough but i am glad my people around me are healthy...
life is sour but i am glad my people around me face it with a smile...

i miss my chat time i used to have with my buddy...
i miss my relax time i used to have with my TV...
i miss my good night sleep i used to have before married (HAHAHAHAHHAH).... oppss..
i miss my dad...i haven't seen him for 1 year already... sob sob..
i miss my brother...he hasn't give me any pocket money or ang pow so far...my birthday pressie too...(hahahahah)...
i miss my friends in malaysia... we haven't sing K for long...laugh like anything...eat like anything...

and.. i miss family in costa rica... i really do... i miss those time when we watch tv together, having meals together, go out in one big car (8ppl)...and shopping together...

i wish everyone healthy, happy, and most of all...spiritually bright!!!

Shopping

ever since i started part time job and own business..
i basically work 6 out of 7 days..
pretty exhausted...
but i guess i am coping well..


it has been a while since my last shopping...
today hubby and me got the mood of going iKEA ...
so we head to iKEA after our "supernatural" morning...

we were shocked by the number of people visiting iKEA today..
sometime i don't really like to shop when there's so many people..
i can only see people... but not furniture..
and i seriously don't enjoy the whole environment...
well.. this is so called Sense Marketing...

anyway... we bought 10 stools.. this is because we often have gathering, study group at my place..
so.. rather than borrowing from sister... we decided to have our own...
for long term purpose...
we also add one more high chair... this is because sometime we have mum..or friend come over..
we then can sit on high chair to eat.. in stead of one person standing...
and one last thing.. we bought a table drawer... to put our 3 in 1 printer...

i am pretty happy! i done my shopping!

now got to work hard to earn more money ..

sob~~

i need to undergo serious diet!!!!

please help!
i need to go for a serious DIET!!
is a must IMPLEMENT PLAN!!!
i need a lot of moral support...

back to size 8 again please!!!