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i sort of having difficulty in putting title for today's blog...
may be you can name one for me later on...
today i chat with my sei dong in new york...
i told her somehow i just felt people that i care talking behind my back...
well... not really talking behind my back... but doesn't really support what i am doing right now...

to be honest, i feel i did put my heart into what i am doing right now... i put 150% into it..
and i really really happy and feel the moment of success, moment of joy... self esteem when my customer turn to me and say..

"fantastic" "it looks great" "lovely" "excellent" "amazing"

somehow... i just felt.. this is more than normal wage rate for people working 9-5.

well... may be you will think... we as human being, must face the reality!

that's right, reality!!! myself, i compare the state of heart and enjoyment of working for people and working for myself, is totally 2 stories.... working for others, i got no sense of belonging, i think i am like a robot than a human.... working for myself, altho i face a lot of challenges... but i enjoy a lot. and I really happy to see customer appreciate my hard work... i really do!

no one can expect the future...but right now, at this moment, i love my customer and i love my little business.



p/s: so... can you name a title for this blog?